Everything happens for a reason they say. They occur because they were meant to be...You may not have expected it to take place but it somehow would...you can't control it.
Like this MP3 CD i bought last month that contains a hundred different songs, and unintentionally i ran into this one unfamiliar song entitled NOT TODAY by Dream Girls. I remembered seeing that group perform on TV so i tried listening to this single.
Every word penetrated into my heart as though i was the one singing it...as though i was the one expressing every line from deep within...
"I ain't gonna cry no more,
Iain't gonna beg you to stay,
No way, not today.
You can go like you did before,
I ain't gonna stand in your way,
no way not today...
Coz today, things are gonna change"
How many times will i go after you? How many times will i beg you to stay? How many times will i push myself down just to put you up? How many times will i forgive you for your repititive lapses and mistakes? How many more promises will you break? How many more teardrops will i shed? To make you will feel that you are all i ever wanted in my life and that i'm willing to do everything just for you.
Why can't i be given a heart of stone so that pain will never hit me this hard?
"I'm gonna take a break from you,
that is what i'm gonna do...
you can count on it baby
you think i'm never gonna work it out
right form here on...
I ain't gonna beg you to stay,
No way, not today.
You can go like you did before,
I ain't gonna stand in your way,
no way not today...
Coz today, things are gonna change"
Yes it was hard...it is still hard, i don't even know how to do it but starting today, things are gonna change.
